Is this enough?

Niu Hu Lu Cheng Jin …
If I were a man, I would be fascinated by her … because she is kind, which we have never had.
When my soul died, I seemed to see the beautiful bird, but it was very regrettable.
It says that everything is still the same, and I can change it for you.
……
It turns out that Jin ‘er is not from this era … but she still retains the old style, but I have changed and I don’t even know myself.
Killing has become as common a word as eating and sleeping.
I finally understand what it means to speak.
If I can make him love me, will everything be different for the three of us? If I still keep my original kindness, then everything will be different, right?
So I drew a picture and asked Green Lotus to give it to my brother for me, leaving the only blood, and asked Nian Shi to see this picture when she was twenty years old.
Because I am unwilling … I hope I can be given another chance to make all three of us happier.
"You gave birth to me before I gave birth to you, and I have always hated not meeting you every day."
I’m looking at the moon now and I’m disappointed to sing it out
It turns out that I was extremely sad and helpful when I painted this picture.
Yin Zhen … You don’t like me? What …
What, you don’t even want to lie to me?
"Grandpa, can you say love to male and female servants once?" I begged him from my bed after a long illness.
But he moved his lips slightly, saying, "Nianfei, you can rest at ease and stop thinking." After that, you don’t look back.
You don’t even bother to lie to me.
It’s really sad and ridiculous that I felt the snow in the year.
Hehe … Hehe …
Yin Zhen … Let me call you that for the last time.
Yin Zhen, I love you and regret it all my life.
Chapter one hundred tail
I sat quietly in a rocking chair and looked at the imperial list in front of me.
The first year of Yongzheng … Yin Zhen, you finally got what you wanted …
That day, after the tears of lovesickness, I thought I was going to die. I didn’t expect … It’s really a bad thing that the teacher’s father was saved …
And master … it was Wang Tangyi who was poisoned by Yin’s mouth.
It’s a coincidence that things are taken seriously.
Chen Yuanshan, a good friend of Master, is the first diviner today. He predicted that Master’s four years of longevity would soon be over, so Master waited on the street for someone to pass by and wanted to give him a gift.
Unexpectedly, I became the one he was waiting for, and unexpectedly, I lost his unique secret medicine, acacia tears … Maybe all this is really doomed.
Four years later, master drove the crane to the west, and I changed my name and surname because I was given the name Tang Ran by master. I lived in this small town in the south of the Yangtze River.
Both Niu Hu Lu Jin and Chen Viola died many years ago, setting up their own puzzles.
His children and I are gone after all.
Maybe it’s a good thing for me. I’ve been disconnected from him ever since.
He also thought I was already dead.
But there is always a little reluctance in my heart.
How can it be really relieved? I used to … love so much …
"Dyer, will you still go to the Red Chamber today?"
It is Chen Yuanshan who speaks alone. Chen Chuge has been taking care of me these days, and his eyes have an indescribable tranquility.
Every time I see him, I feel very peaceful.